I lost someone by suicide and my pain is so unbearable, how can I work through it
Latter-Day Saint Youth and Suicide: What to Know and How to Help
"After Suicide Loss: Coping with your grief (2nd Edition)" by Jack Jordan Ph.D and Bob Baugher Ph.D
"The Gift of Second: Healing from the impact of Suicide" by Brandy Lidbeck
"Bruised & Wounded: Struggling to Understand Suicide" by Ronald Rolheiser (a catholic priest)
"Understanding Your Suicide Grief: Ten Essential Touchstones for Finding Hope and Healing Your Heart" by Alan D. Wolfelt, Ph.D.
"After my Son's Suicide: An LDS Mother Finds Comfort in Christ and Strength to Go On" by Darla Isackson
"Sacred Struggle: Seeking Christ on the Path of Most Resistance" by Melissa Wei-Tsing Inouye
"The Grief Recovery Handbook" by John W. James and Russell Friedman